new semester just started... and gosh... i shoulder the full weight of the responsibilities of being the course representative! and being the president of English Language Society! ahhhh! i have the two advisors to the club in silent war at each other as well! ohmigosh! i feel like slapping them both and scream GROW UP LA! i have to get the notes, photostat them, and distribute them. figure out when to hold both formal and informal meetings! gah! the list goes on!
and the start of the new semester makes it harder to look at the guy i fell in love with la... hmm... wad do i do? we're still great friends... we can talk and laugh and hang out for hours but i'm really scared if he or sumone else figures it out. it'll be reli embarassing la... i know i've said that i'm in love with another guy in KL for years... but oddly, i feel the same kinda feeling for this two guys in college as well. one is like my best friend while the other is like a kid brother. now, i have three other guys currently waiting on me... sounds crazy but there are people who scream at me to take either one of the three cuz they're offering everything they have. i guess they're right but think abt it, i'll just feel guilty about wastinf their heart n cash sooner or later. i dun think it would be a total waste if it were the three guys i fell for rather than the three that are interested in me. are u lost? yeah... me too~ i'm trying to sort it out as well~ i'll take my time. heheh!
