i'm into it...oopz- HIM!

i hate people who use the word - ' i love you' extensively. believe me. its like the person is trying to reassure himself rather than to proclaim their undying love to their partners. they say it to their partner, to their best friends, to their pets, to their sibling , on the net and even on their books! PDA is orite wit me but plz dun go overboard and make us NORMAL people cringe everytime we hear u say it to ur partner,see u kiss explicitly in public,groping or write it on walls and doors! the words are getting cheap.

and why o why? did i think that getting posts in college is just like in high school where most of the work is simple and in the end, we get high grades nearly effortlessly! here i am struggling with three posts - president, vice secretary and assistant course representative on the very first term of college! ARGH! what is this? i have to apply to use a classroom a week before?! agreement/recommendation from advisors first!? and i have to distribute the credit hours to members?! i cant hog it all to myself!? wad if i reli want to work my butt off? wad happens then? all for nothing? crazy la....

i'm in the same class as him...so EVERYDAY i see him...talk to him.....same group with him in one of the projects... yet... OMG! this is nearly the same way i meet the KL guy long ago! but i gotta admit... that love for him is slowly diminishing. i know it sounds crazy but it has been six years... so i think it has got to go one day or another right? maybe this guy right here in my college is sumone better? he has everything and a lil bit more than the previous one. great Christian, attractive personality, studious and i love it when he is sleepy! so blur and the look is sooo cute la! OKOK! enuff details! haha

i know studies is very important! *rolls eyes with a grin* but can u blame this heart? who yearns for so much more than what its getting now... there is so many things about the guy that just never cease to mesmerize me... his passion for Christ, his caring sensitive ways, knows how to have fun, great help in studies, gee wheez... he's got sexy hair n shoulders! hahha! orite~! thats all the details for now. ;)