unwritten rules of dating

out of action fer a while. blame it all on education. i am but its slave.

if i could scream like a cartoon, i would probably scream out loud...." ohmygosh! say what!? really! o thank you! i love you all!" then i might pause for a while and go.. " wait! i don't want that! NO! i dont want it! i dont wanna work! noooo" <----translation - i got voted as vice secretary of Christian Fellowship and president of the English Language Society. i like the idea of being able to speedily gain extra curicular credit hours but to be holding my neck out for the chopping knife isnt in my list of i-wanna-do's.

two minor crushes in college. not gonna reveal their names...D'OH! the one that i might prefer talking to is a lil.. short for a guy. still he's taller than me lar! he's got the funniest jokes and has the good boy looks but is the total opposite~ while the other guy is an eye candy. he's like the LaLa version of Johnny Depp... quirky personality, mysterious eyes and... a hot physique~ *swoons* but like i said, minor crushes~ i still love that one guy from long ago. sigh*

college life is rocking... i am pretty amazed at what i've accomplished thus far. i get to drive at the speed of 0 - 110 kph every morning, listen to lectures, eat my brunch with friends, learnt to play snooker, study in the library, drop by the malls with friends and then head on home after fetching the kid. from skewl. i guess life does brighten up after high school huh? ;) like my grandpa sed, " you're like a bird. a free bird. always out of the nest."

i may not be able to solve all my friend's problems. but i do give my all when asked for help. yet my father favourite words are " trust not a single soul and never be too kind " . i know there is a tag upon those words saying - "terms and conditions apply!" yet when a friend comes to me and tells me their problems, i cant help but feel a must to make them feel better and if able to, help them through the problem. not that i find it troublesome, but rather left wondering why i feel so...obligated to help them? cant i just say no? is there anyone that feels the same as i do, being burdened by so many problems that are not my own! but i cant possibly tell my frens, " HEY! STOP SPILLING AND START BOTTLING UP THOSE PROBLEMS LA!" as much as i want to do that, i know i wont do that. and i do doubt i will EVER do that to any of my best friends. but i reli might consider yelling at those whom i am not AT ALL close to. they have got to be just attention deprived! no one in their right mind would talk about their problems in just less than two days okay! its just WRONG! AHHHHHH!

lotsa assignments... three projects...two posts...one heart= MAJOR BURDENED! but heck, i'm enjoying life. hahah! i know to have fun when the going gets tough~

some guys are just too stupid for they're own good. there is this one guy who calls me SEVERAL TIMES a week, just to talk and try to invite me out. when he fails at that,he proceeds to invite my best gurlfren out. when that fails, he goes after one more gurl which i dun reli noe. and when this one fails to accept his invitation, he goes to cyber cafe and tries to stalk us online. or he drives to our houses or! best bit! he cries on the phone.

PSYCHOMANIAC! he shud be arrested! left in a mental institution to get help! hahaha! and the most gross bit is! he acts all gentlemanly but there was one date which he broke one of the few unwritten dating rules! DONT TOUCH ME, DAMNIT!