brokenly whole

like a flower which petals have been picked...

the feeling of being seen through. its like an open secret. thinking that only a few close buddies knew... how wrong i've been. the one person that should not have known...

i'm slightly embarrassed. more of dissappointed... haha~ this kinda gives the guys in KK a reli bad impression. i thought i have left the childishness of high school boys behind... but lo behold, college guys are equally or more immature. when are u guys gonna grow up!? sure, physically u guys do drastically catch up but i'm already pretty darn sure, that mentally, ur still no where near the gurls.