turning over an old leaf

i've truly gotten over him.
the guy that i've always been in love with
then again, ppl say :
if u really love him, u cudnt get over it!

that might be true
but what if u know tht u'll NVR be happy
knowing he doesnt feel the same?
but what if u know tht u have NVR mattered
to him as much as him to u?

MUST
is when you're not given a choice.
get over him or forever feel inadequate

i gave up on him
but when others came along,
i was pretty straightforward with them,
they accepted my terms n conditions.
their problem.

now that i'm truly over him,
does that mean i'm ready to go back
and face him, my past and more problems?
KL is sumwhere i'm not keen on.

just maybe. still thinking. will decide.
soon to be updated on tht matter