life manual. where art thou?

hey ya'll. finally! i put my words into actions! hahahahah! i've locked up this blog! wooohoooo~

first things first! to celebrate the privatization of this blog, lemme say wad has been kept hidden in my heart for oh-so-long! ...... i have made a promise to collegemate Yvonne to remain single till the end of this year! but its unofficial! as we've eyet to discuss details and she's fussing about signing papers! this is wad u get when meticulous gurls are put into business schools eh? all about black n white and greenbacks. haha~

i'm still wondering about this deal thingy :
1. remaining single doesnt mean being crush-free! HEHEHE!
2. dating doesnt count, right?
3.wad happens if both parties succeeds in this deal.......
4. penalty.... run around campus in a swimming suit? or sing out loud: " duncha wish ur gurlfren was hot as me? dun cha~ dun cha~"
5.we need a blardy unbiased witness. both of us have over-protective frens.


if i screw up this semester... i've decided to just continue living right here in Sabah. but if i dont... i'll be continuing my studies in KayL. but for now... everything is unclear and unconfirmed. sigh... planning is fun. more fun if planning came with guarantees or warranties. heck, my life manual is missing. hehe!

end of d road

it makes me sick to talk to him. well... not to point of vomitting but rather... to the point of hoping and praying he wudnt tell me things that i rather not hear. i wish i cud turn back time... when both of us were just plain frens and spoke about everything else without worry. you didnt have to think aboout what others thought and i wouldn't hurt everytime you say those few cursed words. maybe it was my fault that i became weak and made it easy. it was suppose to be the other way around. too much time left together... i just knew i shud've run. torn between temptation and responsibilty, u made me laugh and feel free after all the drama i've gone thru the past months. darnit. why did we end up this way?