a tad too late?

so my depression set in a little later than expected. i thought i didnt have to go through it. but it did :> i'm glad sumhow i did endure it.

it might be common knowledge but yeah, i turned the wrong direction to deal wif it. but sumhow, im glad i did?

i mean, how come i always have to be such a goody goody? WHY does clubbing make me a bad person!? i dun do drugs nor drink myself to oblivion.

the old me wud hv tried finding sumone older to talk to, write in a diary and lock myself in a room with a good book. sigh, i'm a real oldie inside. :>